May 5th, 2011

Ded rukia

Yep- I'm sick.

This morning I wake up painfully ill with the flu.
I woke up at 4:30 am to be exact.
And I had experienced some of the most agonizing- yet unique- muscle spasms, vertigo, feeling of weightlessness and over-wieghtfullness... it's extraordinary actually.

ANYWAYS... I made it a point that I'll spend the day in bed. But you know what? It's driving me crazy. When I get a little bit of energy, I'm thinking to myself- why are you not doing something productive?

So I am in a conflict with myself. I've been in bed all day- and only got out to make the bed, air out the room, take a shower, and make teas/food for myself. I want to get onto more productive things... but I know logically, the day of sleeping and doing nothing will help cure my ailments faster.

Why does being sick have to be so complicated?